Sunday, April 24, 2005 iloveyou* ;
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cryHave you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at nightHave you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out rightHave you everHave you everHave you ever Have you ever been in loveBeen in love so badYou'd do anythingTo make them understandHave you ever had someoneSteal your heart awayYou'd give anything, ohTo make them feel the sameHave you ever searched for words to get you in their heartBut you don't know what to sayAnd you don't know where to start Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cryHave you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at nightHave you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out rightHave you everHave you everOh Have you ever found the one You dreamed of all your lifeYou'd do just about anythingTo look into their eyesHave you finally found the oneYou've given your heart toOnly to find that oneWon't give their heart to youHave you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were thereAnd all you can do is waitFor the day when they will care Have you ever loved sombody(So much)So much(Makes you cry)Makes you wanna break down and cry(Somethin' so bad)So, so bad(Sleep at night)Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't(Come out right)Oh, have you everHave you ever, ever, ever What do I gotta do to get you in my arms, babyWhat do I gotta say to get to your heartTo make you understandHow I need you next to meGotta get you in my worldCause baby, I can't sleep Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cryHave you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at nightHave you (have you, have you ever needed) ever tried to find the words But they don't come out rightHave you everHave you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cryHave you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at nightHave you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out rightHave you everHave you ever, ever, everOh, have you ever anywayy. i have decided t move t my new blog alr. relink me and all ya.yepps. cya there.
x 1:11 PM
Friday, April 22, 2005 iloveyou* ;
ok. i'm like really cheesed off. arghh. wadever. lets not talk about it. i dunno why i haven't moved t the new blog yet. hurr. ah well. i will when i find a suitable time((: haha.
it was errr. amath i think. ya. and suddenly, it strucked me that it was the 2nd last lesson of the daeeeeeeee. hahaha. that felt better den 2hrs+ more. hahaha.
i dun like day5. not slack one. english[major major zzzzzzzzz]. CHEM.[ mojor zzzzzzzz ]. break. SS[ zzzzzzzz ]den amath. recess. litlecture. yeahh. good thing was tt ms wee wasn't here todae. so yeahh. english wasn't all that zzzzzzz. we had t do some grp work on the casino thingyy. did it wif the usual pple(: del estelle elaine edif. chem was shit boring. but i didn't doze off. yeahh. she hit smth accidentally and del and i were like OWW for her den we started laughing and cldn't stop. i duno whyy. hurr. but it was funny la. den ss. boring boring boring. i dun like ss. historys betterr. den amath. yawnn. yeahh. den recess. veh lil pple todae? dunno whyy. ya. den litlecture. the stone lesson. see how well u can stone. hurr. yeahh. den after sch went town wif tania for a whilee. jer called. talk abit. yeahhh. nothing much. walked arnd came back. ate. came online.
did u alll know that i cannot cannot stand liars? why lie? just tell me the truth. its not like i'll eat u up. yes. i have a big appetite but i fucking wont eat u up. i really cannot stand liars u know. and i hate it even more when u nv admit that u lied t me. if u admit den well. i'm a traitor! i just transferred the ipod shuffle ad song into my zenmicro. ahhh. haha. butwell. the song is nice((:its better. arghh. wadever. and i hate it even more when u lie t cover up a lie. arghhh. wadever. i know it was jus smth really minor. hey. u can lie to ur parents to ur teachers to ur other friends. but please dun lie t me la. i really really hate it when pple who lie to me. wadever. i shall say no more. i will type and lock the entry in my dx. yeah. bye
x 4:19 PM
Thursday, April 21, 2005 iloveyou* ;
hmmms. i haven't been updating much lately cos i haven't really been coming online. too tired everydae. anw. i'm gonna have a new blog soon. i hate looking for templates. they take like foreverrrrrr. i'm gonna change t diary-x. den i can like lock my entries? yeahhh.
well. school has been really suckyy. i have no idea wads going on in amath. she seems t be speaking alien.
i hate school.
i'm so tired. ahmad hates sch too. she hates math like whooosh. she was like i hope when i see the doctor one dae, the doctor will tell me i cant do math cos of smth. i hate math. hurr. was quite funny. i cannot remember wad else she said.
mentos is addictive. bahh. i am gonna finish the whole box. i like just bought it like 3 hrs ago. hurr. ahh well.
hl and all asked me out todae. but din feel like. out of place and tired. took mrt wif del. talk talk talk. lalala. del. i went t see her friendster alr.
k. on the phone. bye
x 5:31 PM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005 iloveyou* ;
sighh. sighh. sighh.
life sucks sucks sucks.
i wanna make it better.
i act like nothing is wrong. and pple really think nothing is wrong
and they come and hurt me.
thanks.
well. i dunno wad to say. how to say.
things are not going well.
its going really really badly.
sigh jer.
why
arent
u
in
singapore.
well. sighh.
i'm glad dels tournaments are over.
now she wont disappear so much.
i wanna sit nxt t her. den i can complain to her at any point of the dae.
without anyone hearing anything.
sighh.
wadever. i shld stop complaining here.
bye
x 6:00 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005 iloveyou* ;
hmmm. well. todae. was just pretty much a sleeping dae. first lesson was lit. she asked us up one by one and told us wad was wrong wif our work and she did mine yesterdae so i just slept and stone and tot of someone. someone i'm not suppose to think about. someone i'm suppose t forget. someone who used to matter so much to me. someone i cldn't live without in the past. i dunno why i tot of him. but wellls. oh. he was just a fren. a really really gd fren. i shall not say anymore. i'm talking to jer abt it now. and well. most of u dun have t know. yeahh.
den it was juliewee lesson. she wore orange again. hurr. we did report writing for the whole lesson so we din have t listen to her voice so non of us fell asleep. hurr. den was amath. boringboringboring. pe. we calculated bmi. i'm freaking underweight. how freaking annoying. i shall gain 3 kgs. and den i'll be acceptable. it means more eating of chips. WHEEEE. hahaha. my bmi is 16. estelles 15. we're the only two pple tt are underweight. hurr.
recess. i felt like a freaking loner cos gen and hl took like shit long to buy meepok. zzzzzzz. hurr. den some weird wind blew beaver to our table. hahaha. den cme. we went t the library. den my grp. we were looking at yrbks. julie wee got problem wif us. she was being dem annoying. like throughout the whole thing. she kept coming and looking and asking and being annoying. wadever. den she din let us stay one when sch ended. stupid lil thing. kae. wadever.
jer and i are getting amused by the way some pple talk and all. yeahh. hurr. kae. i dun have the mood to write.
john's making use of me to make hl jealous. TSKKK
x 8:17 PM
Thursday, April 14, 2005 iloveyou* ;
goshh. so sleepy. and i feel gross. jers dead. i haven't talked to her in a long time. she's happy. i'm not.
wadever.
i ta paoed meepok cos my mum wanted to eat. but she din really eat? so i ate. ta pao one nt nice. boo. den i ate like hell alot of ice cream. todae such a shit day. we had amath for the first lesson. she was dem boring. and den lit. and i din doze off at all. omg. tt was dem cool. i was listening tru the lesson. den the most dreaded lesson ever. CHEM! and to make it worse. DOUBLE PERIODS! OMG! it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo boringgggg. mrs tsoi's bdae todae. we sang. we were actually planning to like sing HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYY BIIIIRRRRRTTTTTHHHHHDDDDAAAAAAYYYYY. ya. u get it. yeahh. but we didn't. and they took quite long to get the com going. but not long enuff. it was so boring. we were all trying t keep our eyes open. u noe the moment she starts talking, we just switch to the i wanna sleep mode. and when she stops, we'd be like slightly more awake? haha. like this tourguide i had when i went to italy. the moment she open her mouth to talk about places, all of us wld fall asleep and we'd wake up the very moment she stops. hurr. veh cool. del and i were laffing like mad pigs at about say. 11. ya. so we laffed for 20 mins. hurr. den ss. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. meiyu slept like nothing man. hurr. den emath. was just a gossiping session. hurr.
den ermshhhhhhhhhhh. oh yes. yesterdae. yesterdae's pc lesson was really funny. hurr. we asked dif t come join us but she didn't. and she regretted. del me ASStelle elaine were having a good time laffing. edif wrote like super big in her notebook. BORING!!! and showed us frm the other end of the clsrm. dem funny. den i think mrs lim saw? hurr. wadever. den edif kept writing and showing us. haha. i have no idea wad we were laffing about. so many things. den mrs lim kept looking at us. den we'd be nodding like. YA! I AGREE MRS LIM. but actually. we have no idea wad shes talking about. forgiveness. i dunno wad else. yeahh.
i love RAP lessons. haha. funn. i was telling estelle edif elaine and del (omg. all got E in them. hurr) how charlotte copy my work. kae i wrote figure out the common factor or smth liddat la. den my o looked a little bit like a c so charlotte copied it as figure Cut the common factor. and ms beh was asking wads the nxt step so charlotte just read figure cut the common factor. and she read it twice. and she din realise smth was wrong?! hahaha. i was laffing like madd. yeahh. i was telling them about it. quite amusing. figure cut. hurr. i had dental yesterdae. my teeth feels weak now. bahh. kae. wadever. time to shower. tuition at 5. boo. kae. bye
x 3:39 PM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005 iloveyou* ;
hello. i'm like soooooooooo super tired.
ROARRR. miss tan. ARGHH. i stayed up to do my history till like 1+ and cos of all the idiot that din do. all my efforts were like gone. POOF. roarrr. i was so angry i tell u. bahh. haha. stupid but yeahhh. it made me soooo super stone todae. roarrr.
phae charlotte and amanda were having a good time laughing at me. bahhh. haha. cos we were doing emath together. den they were saying some stuff. was funny. so yeah. natural human reaction. to laugh. den i just stopped and stoned and dozed off while laughing. i was that tired. happened sooooooo many times. den i showed charlotte a new way of sleeping. bend down and pretend you're picking smth up. den stay down and sleep. hurr. i was picking up smth and i dozed off. hurr. i was like really tired. ask me wad happened in class todae. i can tell u i dunno anything. kae. wadever.
andrea has an evil plan. and i'm gonna be used to make this evil plan successful. ROARR. haha. kae. wadever. i wanna sleep. bye
x 5:30 PM
Monday, April 11, 2005 iloveyou* ;
i wanna shop shop shop shop shop. DELLLLLLLLL!!!!
shop shop shop shop shop shop shop shop!!!!
i wanna get a denim skirt frm topshop.
i wanna get tops tops tops.
jeans jeans jeans.
VINTAGE BELTS!
i'm kinda into vintage-ish stuff now. whooo.
bags bags baggsss!
oh yes. i like the new ralph lauren scent. its nice. my cupboard smells really good now. hurr.
ahhhh. kae. pple who wans t get me presents and dunno wad to get. THEREE!! hahahaha.
wheeeeeee. i wanna shoppp.
shopshopshopshopshop.
someone go shop with me PLEASE.
*stares at del*
DELLL! MAKE THURS FREE! we have t make thurs a huadel day. or a popiah dayy. PLEAASSEEEE. hahaha.
kae wadever. bye
proper entry below ((:
x 7:19 PM
iloveyou* ;
hellooo. i haven't been updating. but apparently. no one misses me. =(
haha. slap me.
kae. so my parents went t kl on sat t visit my aunty. so my sister din stay over at edwin's house. he stayed over at ours instead. hurr. we went out for indian food that night. at swissotel. omg. it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooo gooodd. YUMMM. hahaha. den went to siglap t get haagen daz ice cream. met edwin's frens for a while. edwin gave us 3 pints of icecream.wheee. mango sorbet, strawberry cheesecake and smth smth caramel. the flavour of the month. hehh. yupp.
went t his house for a while den came home. dunno wad i did. slept. woke up at 9+ the nxt morn. yeahh. den came online. talk talk talk talk talk. den ate lunch at home. den i fell asleep while reading mag. den woke up at 6+ showered went t edwin's house den we went t tampines mall for dinner. yuppers. had sushi. wasn't really nice. the cold tofu sucked like hell. yuckkkk. kae. den we came home wanting t watch oprah primetime cos it was the desperate housewives episode but my sister got the time wrong. so we watched some suuuppppeeerrrrr sick chinese show. old movie. about woman's prison. omg. they fight like its no one business. this one girl. the timid one[jean] went to pull like this biiiigggg chunk of hair off the big fat scary gir [fatty]l and that girl was bleeding. was like hell sick. yuck. alot of sick parts. this other girl called kelly fought wif the fatty in the toilet. she was losing at first. den she got soooooooooooo angry she fought back and stuffed fatty's head into a toilet bowl full of shit. like EWWWWWW. hahaha. kae. wadever.
my parents came back at 11+ den my sister and i caught the repeat of oprah primetime. yeahh. i smell smth good. bet its my neighbours. kae. anw. watched till 11+. old man tot i died. HAHAHA. i didnt. haha. kae. wadever.
todae was like shit shit shit and shit. such a boring dae. i am gonna fail my zidu inside out. todae was like hell hott. todae just sucked so badlyy. zzzzzz. kae. met huiling after sch for mooovieeee. haha. we watched pacifier. the baby was so cute. red baby. tyler! haha. seth was really cute too. zoe looks abit like julie frm desp hsewives. but its not her. i cant find the ending song. its like sooooooooo cute la. hahaha. hl went maddddd todae. hurr. she was laffing at the things i say. i din think it was funny leh. she said it was the way i said it. hurr. ah well. haha. kae. i dun like her class pple. they made her and gen not want t go for maddcap. wth lor. grrrrr. hl also abit wan dun wan. just cos dance not performing. watch both la demmit. grrr. annoyinggggggggggggggg. sorry.
lonelyyy. i'm so lonelyyy. i have nobody. to call my own. haha.
i like the thing del gave me todae ((:
learn it the HUA way((: hahaha
look at my file tmr if u wanna noe wad i'm talking about. love it love it love it.
weiii. thanks for the ear ringgss((:
x 6:51 PM
Friday, April 08, 2005 iloveyou* ;
hua's unhappy.
hua's sad.
hua went out with wei.
hua was happy for a while.
hua feels like shit.
hua had tuition.
hua's sleepy.
hua is seriously unhappy.
hua didn't eat todae.
hua didn't feel hungry todae.
hua is sick of her life.
hua feels like shes in her own wrld.
hua wants to know wads going on.
hua needs someone.
hua dun feel like blogging.
hua says bye.
x 7:39 PM
Thursday, April 07, 2005 iloveyou* ;
haha. beaver's like the talk of the stuff room now or smth. first thing mstan said when she came for history was. beverly. wad interesting thing happened t u yesterdae. den yeahh. she spent a good 10mins saying she hope the theif is not one of the 13 of us who takes history. ihope so tooooo. haii. apparently 1pr gt same problem bt they caught one of the pple alr. but that girl din steal fone or wallet.
kae. todae we had party for charmaine. we told her t plan speech. one for every lesson. hahaha. we asked mrs lim t order pizza. only ordered two. wadever. and its canadian so its buy one free one. yeahh. and we gotta return moneyy. she bought nice fishcakes. hahaha. we waited for the pizza man for a long time. del me dif. yeahh. den while waiting we talked about things that has been happening lor. haiii.
had double period of chinese todae. and omg. it was hell tiring t stay awake. del sat nxt t me for chinese todae. itotally miss sitting next to herrr. though we still sit very near each other. but i misss herrrrr. haiii.
i need t wake alot of pple up. sighh.
i'm not happy. not happy at all. wadever. my aunty's in ICU. she went for op yesterdae. my parents are going t kl this weekend.
i saw desmond after school todae. WOW. rollrollrolll. haha. del was just looking at my pics in the bus got desmonds one. den got off the bus. den saw desmond. den she was like. is that mr bin? hurr.
si beaver keep saying i like john. TSK. just cos i put his nametag there. he ask me put one.and i scared i forget t bring so i put it there. kae.wadever.
wake up in the morning. cant help but keep on yawning. feel so lethargic. wad am i gonna do. turn on the radio. to my favourite show. grace and dan there. smth smth smth. smth smth smth. out the window all of ur sadness. hahaha
bye
x 3:44 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005 iloveyou* ;
hmm. ohkae. jesse wished me this morn. thanks
kae. wadever. sch sucked. i hate my class. i fear having my fone or wallet stolen one fine dae. arghh. annoyingg. kae wadever. on a happier note. i've got HIGHEST IN CLS FOR HISTORY. how cool is that. and to make it even cooler. I DIDNT EVEN STUDY! omg. how fucking cool is that. huaqian never does well for history. and i left the exam hall feeling like crap cos i tot i was gonna do badly. tskk. thats seriously demmm cool ((:
ohkae.like screw mosquitos. bahhhh. screw themm. grr. kae. i dun feel like updating.b ye
x 5:50 PM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005 iloveyou* ;
ohkae. hello hello. i wanna thank everyone who wished me ((:
jiayi was the first t wish me on sat. haha. den cinny. den colin. den john. john wished me three times yesterdae. and once todae. tskk. ohkae. den kyung.wilson sha and kor((:
kae. den todae. john. again. stupid ass call me old lady. tskkkk! mel edwin my darlinggg. haha. karen. huiling del den went t sch. beaver wished. den gen. gen came and said happy birthdae and hugged me. AHHH. hahahahaha. so cool. den edif. and soon word spreaded. den i dunno who else wished. pple in class la. yeahh. den recess robynn. aftersch qibin wei desmond yousian. yeahh. that's more or less it iguess? unless got somemore later.
ohkae. sch was dem shit todae. i stoned right through it again. zzzz. there's amath test tmr. iponned library todae. but i dun give a shit. we did some lit essay in cls todae. cld have dieddd. i hate historyy. i hate school. byeee
SHE SHOWERSSS.
haha.bye
x 4:07 PM
Monday, April 04, 2005 iloveyou* ;
I DUN WANNA BECOME 16!! hahaha. i'm going thru mid mid life crisis. pple go tru midlife crisis at about 30? yeahh. i'm going thru mid mid. haha. i dun wanna become 16. i feel old. esp so when half my class is 15. tskk.
kae. its not even my birthdae and pple started wishing me alr. pple i least expected wished me. jiayi wished me on sat. todae cinny wished me. hurr. i think desmond told her. desmonds bdae todae. hurr. ohkae. anywayy. errr. colin and john wished. john wished me like 4 times or smth liddat. tsk. and i got my first birthdae present. from colin. or izzit colin and jer? i duno.
i stoned right thru sch todae.i wrote on charlottes arm. hahahaha((: mr teh was being annoying this morn. i was starting at his head thewhole time wondering how it shines so well. hehhh. chem was hell boring. zzz. we had zuowen competiton todae. so no zi du. and some radio station pple dongli883 came for assembly. was quite ohkae. got kinda boring after a while. the girl was an ex scgs girl. den was double period of english. i went into cls like 15 mins late. hohoho. did compre almst slepttt. den she talk talk talk. del left. amath. zzzzzzz. stoned right through it. sch ended. bugged pple for their zuowens. went t the canteen saw wei and talked t her. den cinny wished me. i found tt highly amusing. haha. yes. kae. den went t fareast t meet john. den huiling was like U SO LUCKYY! CAN SEE HIM!! *rolls eyes* she said that like so many times. tskkk. john eats DEMMMMM slowly. just like hl. tskkk. andrea asked john t get buy bra for beaver. that guy chicken. dun dare. tskk. we went so many shops lorr. tsk. first was blush. den he din wan. i pulled him in. walk arnd. he left. so i left too. den we walkeddddd t ermshhhh surfbabe. stupid guy. den colin came. colin better den him. colin dare to take. john dun dare. tsk. bikini costs 65bucks. decided nt t get. walked arnd. they din wanna get triumph bra. 3 for 39.90 leh. quite cheap lor. dey din wan. tskkk. troublesome. so colin was like lets go topshop. haha. so we went. den i made them choose. haha. yeahh. they did. they chose tstring. hahahahahaha. and we all paid. and right infront of the casher. they were like. hua! u shure u like ah. TSKKKKKK. den went t buy food. john veh troublesome. take so long t choose wad he wans. ohhhh. i got another one of john's nametag!! HAHAHAHA. ohkae. i'm gonna make him carry my bag for me everytime he sees me since he din wanna wear the tstring and parade arnd. tskk. hahahaha.
i'm immune t his jian alr. keep calling me jian. tskkk.
kae. i veh tired. ruffles time.
bye
oh. i find this amusing((: i dunno why.
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she cant find says:
heyyy. happy birthdae one day in advance((:
» (1)kyuNg.w3x .. says:
=D
» (1)kyuNg.w3x .. says:
you too. happy early bday
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she cant find says:
((: thanks
we share the same bdae((: haha. kae. bye
x 5:52 PM
Sunday, April 03, 2005 iloveyou* ;
i love my korrr.
he's like an angel god sent just to look after me.
he can sense when smth is wrong even though i didn't say anything to him at all.
he just somehow msges when i'm down even though no one knows i'm down.
its amusing.
anywayy, i've stopped pmsing. or at least its not that bad anymore.
zzzzzz.
i fell asleep at 12+ last night. woke up at 2 to off the lights.
my fone died while i was talking t sha last night.
i'm dying.
bye
x 4:40 PM
Saturday, April 02, 2005 iloveyou* ;
well. a new chapter of my life has unfolded. and it didn't start off well.
pms i guess.
for guys who think pms means period. its not. its premenstrual syndrome. and also Pantone matching system. go check. hurr
kinda sick of pple who thinks that way.
ohkae. wadever. i cant stand my dad. he's annoyingly irresponsible. he acts as if he's still a teenager with no kids to care for.
why do guys sleep so early nowadays. its always the guys dying on the girls now. tskk. hurr.
i'm gonna turn 16 and i aint happy. and i noe i wont be happy on the day i turn 16.
my dads going away round my bdae. to visit my aunty cos shes gonna have operation. quite a major one.
sighh. once my mum is back, he's gone. sighh.
exams arent even here and i'm depressed. have been like that for like forever.
theclass. my parents. friends. pple who dun care. the way pple treat me. how pple take me for granted.
i've decided. that i'm gonna turn way meannnnnn after my birthdae. hahahaha.
i'm not gonna lend or rather give you 55cents when u dunhave ur ez link card. u wldn't have been able t go home urself without my 55cents. haha. tts really petty. kae. wadever. but u noe. pple shld learn to appreciate lil acts like this? pple in this society just duzzen. it annoys me. they dun even say thanks. like the person lending u the money is obliged t do so.
i'm not gonna lend u 10cents when u're short of 10cents. same reason. i'm sick of pple who just merely nod their head and not say any word of thanks when i give them coins they need.
i asked jer if pple thank her. she said yeah. wad is this. unfair treatment! duzzen pay being nice. pple just take advantage of u.
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
i veh pmsy todae
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
todae
pretty story of ours. only cos ive got you. //'chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
i know
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
this girl
pretty story of ours. only cos ive got you. //'chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
haha
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
came ask for donations
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
i ran all the way up to my room
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
grap 70cents
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
rannnn down
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
donated
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
and fuck
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
she din even say thank you
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
how annoying
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
she just walked away
pretty story of ours. only cos ive got you. //'chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
is it
pretty story of ours. only cos ive got you. //'chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
tt kind i will angry
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
i ran all the way up t my room lor
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
she never say thank you still give me black face
pretty story of ours. only cos ive got you. //'chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
maybe she expacted 5 bucks
pretty story of ours. only cos ive got you. //'chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
pect
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
well. den screw her
pretty story of ours. only cos ive got you. //'chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
haa ok
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
she dreaming ah
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
even angmohs dun give 5bucks
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
the most pple will ever give is 2bucks
[ h ] u a a a * her dreams she can't find says:
and at least i took like 5 coins down
kae. wadever. this is so shit. i'm in a fucked up mood. due to pms.
i'm a selfish piece of shit.
x 6:21 PM
Friday, April 01, 2005 iloveyou* ;
argh. msn. is. nt. letting. me. sign. in. argh.
ohkae. i'm starving.
sports day todae. for pictures, click here.
it sucked. like a thousand and one percent.
i love the picture of the 6 of us alottt. if only tif was there too. sigh. miss her.
kae. went out with hl and gen after that. read this
[10:51:24 PM] huaqian says: he followed us frm the lift
[10:51:30 PM] huaqian says: den we book tickets he was there also
[10:51:33 PM] huaqian says: den when we went down
[10:51:35 PM] huaqian says: he followed
[10:51:46 PM] huaqian says: he sat on the escalator behind gen and touched her bag
[10:52:05 PM] huaqian says: den we decided to walk behind him
[10:52:10 PM] huaqian says: so he wend down first
[10:52:14 PM] colinnnnn says: eee.haha..gd idea
[10:52:16 PM] huaqian says: and he stood near the escalator
[10:52:20 PM] huaqian says: and took out his fone
[10:52:23 PM] huaqian says: pretended t use it
[10:52:28 PM] huaqian says: den when we got down
[10:52:31 PM] huaqian says: he kept his fone
[10:52:36 PM] huaqian says: and continued t follow us
[10:52:50 PM] colinnnnn says: hahha.ohh
[10:52:53 PM] colinnnnn says: den in e end how?
[10:53:00 PM] huaqian says: if we walk faster he'll walk faster also. arghh
[10:53:03 PM] huaqian says: den we went t ljs
[10:53:07 PM] huaqian says: den cos alot of pple there
[10:53:13 PM] huaqian says: den he stood outside
[10:53:14 PM] huaqian says: and look
[10:53:18 PM] huaqian says: for about 5 mins
[10:53:22 PM] huaqian says: den we din dare t move
[10:53:34 PM] huaqian says: den he left
[10:53:38 PM] colinnnnn says: hahhaa
[10:53:43 PM] huaqian says: den everytime we saw a guy wearing red
[10:53:46 PM] huaqian says: we'd freak out
[10:53:53 PM] colinnnnn says: whoaa..
[10:53:54 PM] colinnnnn says: haha
[10:53:58 PM] huaqian says: dem scary. esp since he's so biggg
[10:54:03 PM] colinnnnn says: tt's y
[10:54:04 PM] colinnnnn says: hahhaa
[10:54:04 PM] huaqian says: so if he were t do anything t us
[10:54:08 PM] huaqian says: we'll just dieeee
[10:54:12 PM] colinnnnn says: how old was he?
[10:54:13 PM] colinnnnn says: haha
[10:54:18 PM] huaqian says: think 30+
kae. den beaver came. ate. watched miss congeniality 2. aft that beaver hl and i decided t watch another movie. i wanted WEDDING date. i keep saying movie date. kae. anyway. den beaver din wan. cos 440. so we decided t watch spanglish instead. and since it was gonna end arnd 6+ we decided t get tix for wedding date too. yeah. john decided t join us for spanglish. since we had alot of time. we walked frm ps t taka with gen. met john onthe way there. went there. gen went kino. yada yada. gen left. we went bac t ps. omg. spanglish. is. BORING! dun ever watch it. boring boring boring. i was playing with my hair. and john found that amusing. tsk. it was really boringgg. den like right after was wedding date. but we were all freezing. so we decided to go out and walk for a while. when we went back the movie haven't even started. haha. yeahh. wedding date was quite nice. but veh short. yeahh. went home after that.
bahh. screw msn
x 10:37 PM
Thursday, March 31, 2005 iloveyou* ;
heyyy.
todae. was. quite. baddd.
i hated todae like fcuk.
todae went t sch. everyone was half dead.
like seriously.
was like zombies walking arnd. zzzz
and dennn. elaine told us mrs tsoi wont be here for the double chem lesson.
and tania del and i became lively like right after.
haha. and after flagraising. we died again. zzzzzz
todaes really boring.
ms tan picked on me.
so scary.
i was dem scared. argh. i was so tired i cldn't process wad i read.
den she scolded me.
fuck.
but i read it. demmit
shes mean. beaver and char like slept when we were supposed t be reading
i read.
and she fucking picked on me
cos she dun wan me t sit nxt t meiyu.
and i dun wanna sit nxt t nirum.
wadever. school just sucked. like a 101% todae.
i think i'm slipping into depression.
i aint happy.
seriously.
you noe. i am gonna make decisions that wont make anyone happy other den me. no. i wont be happy. but it wld just make me feel better. selfish. but hey. i'm suffering like shit.
i am seriously seriously unhappy. i smile for the sake of smiling. i am nt smiling right now. jer can see me. but she duzzen noe that i am typing this right now. so yeah.
anyway. if u pple are not happy with the decisions i'm gonna make. i'm sorry. but hey. it duzzen affect you. i noe some are gonna get angry at me. i'm sorry. i really am. but please. i've had enuff. keep ur comments to urself first. if u really wanna tell me. tell me after i've calmed down. and am bac t normal.
i'm sorry.
sorry
sorry
sorry.
i'm sorry.
sighh. my mums going shanghai tmr. she'll be backa day b4 my birthdae.
i'm not happy.
i need ____________________________.
but well. things dun always go my way. have t learn t live on with my fucked up life
bye
x 10:08 PM
Wednesday, March 30, 2005 iloveyou* ;
theres so much i wanna say.
but i just can't.
cant cant cant. no one understands. everyone's so happy.
they've got pple who makes them happy. makes them laugh.
makes them feel like the best person in the world.
did u know that i'm a very mean person.
if i were u. i would hate me. yes.
if some of u find this childish, i'm sorry.
but i'm feeling like shit. and i dunno how to express myself without saying too much. yes.
bye.
x 5:40 PM
iloveyou* ;
heyyyy. i'm like shit tired. zzzzzzzzz
i cant stand it when the cls aint enthu. argh. and i'm the only fucking idiot cheering. its annoying. but wadever. thats my class for you.
ohkae. yesterdae was beavers birthdae.((: but smth horrible happened. someone stole her wallett!! that has like 100+bucks in it!!!! omg. screw that ass. went t watch spongebob with huiling and john after libraryyy. finally. but its like realllyyy stupid? john veh nice. he treated me to movie. haha. hl din get treated. ahahaha. hl stole his wazzat called? nametag.yes. den the two of them fight fight fight. zzzz. went home.
todaeee. wed. gosh. i hate day 7s. SUCKS. like big time. omg. so boring. emath first lesson. and if thats nt bad enuff. ENGLISH was NEXt. mind you. its julie wee. and those who dunno julie wee. she has this great ability to make u wanna just sleeeeeeep. oh yes. we changed pardners. so last row was suppose t be del elaine charlotte me tania amanda meiyu beaver. den tania changed seats wif amd!!! OMG! i started freaking out. charlotte decided t change with me(: den i'm closer t dellll. hahaha. yess. haha. ermsh. ohkae. school basically just sucked todae. only lesson i liked was rap lesson. we were doing the banner. the full lit girls that is. yeahh. its was ohkaeee. and now its like wayyyy nice. haha. amazing how we can get it t be so much nicer in such a short time. and cos they ran out of glue. i had to runnnnnnnnnnnnn from 3rd floor and mind you. its p block. to like the general office. dem farr. tiring. den when i got back, they were all like. OMG! SO FASTT!!! hahaha. coool. yes.
spirit of the cls thing was screwed. we all tot we cld choose between cheer and banner. so we chose banner. but it was suppose to be cheer compulsory and banner not. arghh. we were so screwedddddd. well. wadever. yes. i'm not gonna hide anything. but i do not like my class. i seiously dont. dey dont have the initiative to do anything. guess who ended up sweeping the floor. del and edith. arghhh. i swept it once. its annoying. like seriously.
wadever. i'm nt in a good mood. there isn't anyone i can talk to about it. not even jer. cos she well. duzzen understand since shes so happy with _____. no one will understand. and well. i dunno how to explain.
i'm
falling
a p a r t
x 4:57 PM
Monday, March 28, 2005 iloveyou* ;
hello. qibin veh smart. he guesssed that i was in malaysia. smarrtttt
kae. school was horrible todae. we have to change pardners.!!!!!!!!!!! i dun wanna leave delllllllllllllllllllllllllll.
ahhhhhhhhhh. i wan my delllll. bahh. not fair. i'm jealous of elaine. she's got dellll. bahh. my new pardner is charlotte. ermm. well...
ohkae. so anywayyy. we got our cls shirt. still think its abit screwed. but the more i look at it, the more i like it. here it is
tts the front
and this, the back.
dun u think this wld have been nicer? my camera gave me this colour when there aint enuff light. cool aint it.
well. wadever. i have alot t say. but i dunno who reads. so i cant say much.
malacca was good. ate alot. i ate like 1 and a half bowls of rice ytd and still wasn't full at the end of lunch. tskk. haha. i had stingray on sat.. yummmm. i saw like FOUR MINI COOPERS on my way bac to sg. how cool is that. ahhhh. so nice. i wanna be richh. i wanna get one. its so small but it costs as much as like a family car kinda thing? yeahh. ahhh. nicenicenice. kae. wadever. din get t shop cos was raining. had nice nice charkwaytiao and nicenice rojak. i never ever say rojaks nice. so it must have been really nice for me t say that its nice. kae. wadever. nothing much. i'm really tired. so i shall go.
delll. ZENMICROOO. haha. go geddit!
x 5:39 PM
Friday, March 25, 2005 iloveyou* ;
todae's my sisters birthdae. and shes nt in sg. and i din get her anything. hohoho. not yet that is.
i typed smth. but i realised i cant type it here cos smone reads it. haha.
ohkae. so apparently i'm nt allowed t go out todae. and wow. my parents brought me out. to their fave suntecc.. we wanted t get jeans for me. but those at levi's wasn't niceeee. i gt quite siannnn. so well. decided nt t look anymore. walked arnd. nothing interesting la. yeahh. we were at carrefour. den hl called and asked me outtt t watch spongebob with her gen john. asked my mum and she almost killed me. grrr. yeah. so i didn't go. jer called t tell me password journal is cockyy. haha. i came home. was suppose t shower but i kinda fell asleep? haha. woke up at 7 den went t shower. zzzzzzzz. den came online. nothing much. jers a mad woman. you shld thank god u're not a non living thing that might cock up. cos she goes mad when smth goes wrong. eg password journal. she tortured it like mad. mr hammer came out too. haha. kae. jer just got jacked. haha!
anywayyy. i was thinking. since our cls thing is united we stand,together we pon. maybe we shld all pon sports day and if they ask why, we just say we're doing wad our class slogan thingy shit sayss. haha. dreamdreamdream.
dellllll!! ZEN MICROO(: go gedditt! i support u emotionally. find someone to support u financially.
financial. i just thot of someone. a person i dun exactly like. jer noes who. dumdeedummm
andrea just signed it.
bye
x 8:41 PM
Thursday, March 24, 2005 iloveyou* ;
hellloooooo. firstttly. lets all wish my darling huiling happy birthdaee (((:
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN MY DEARRR!
ohkae. school was boring like hell todae. i wrote so quickly for history my hand almost came off. whole class was dying todae. esp since EMATH was the first lesson. tsk. den was lit. and doubleperiodsofchinese. den amath. den history. think i screwed it. i screwed my emath. lost 4 freakin marks cos of carelss mistakes. bahh. kill me please.
kae. after sch. went t far east with del edif and vtay. was suppose t collect class tee. but the STUPID PERVERTIC UGLY MAN forgot t add our moto so we're sending it backk. its kinda screwed. but ohkae la. still can. den later they all left. i asked the super nice edif t go book tix wif me. so we went t cine first. den went t errrrrrrrrr. ps. yeahhh. we cldn't use huiling's dad's card cos needed his signature. yeahh. edif left. i wondered arnd. and those pple finally came. and they din tell me. TSKKK! met gen and robyn at guitar shop. den met the rest. sat on the floor for hell long. hurr. den left. cldn't decide on wad t eat. gen went t times bkshop. den we waited outside. den cos my bag veh heavy. so on the way down t the bookshop. i ask john help me carry. and he helped leh. hahaha. yeahh. den went in t look for gen and robyn. anw. i felt bad. so i took my bag backk. den ermshhh. dunno wad we did. den we just left. went t taka. ate at crytal jade kitchen. gen and robyn went t borders b4 meeting us. den yeah. ate. den talked about all sorts of shit. JOHN DUN WANNA TELL ME WHO! TSK! AND HE TOLD SHA NT T TELL ME! i'm gonna killlllllll him. yes. den they were telling us abt smth tt happened while gen robyn and i were at the guitar shop. beaver wanted t eat the corn thing so andrea went t ask how much. den the person was about t put in the cup alr and said 2dollars and andrea was like :" SIAO AH! so expensive!" hahaha please include action. i dunno how t describe. but it was really funny. so they were like asking for bill den all of them were like. DUN SAY SIAO AH! hahaha. dem funnyyy. drea beaver and i had same thing. i ate alot. had soup wif beaver. and mango pudding wif drea. anw. john was telling us bout how he wore sc jacket outside waffle town den had hairband round his neck den some sc girls were staring at him. den he saw me playing wif my jacket. den he was like HUAA! lend me ur jacket. i shall walk arnd taka wearing it. TSK. so i lend him. den when we left he wasn't wearing. tsk. oh. remember he called sha? den i called also. asking sha t tell me. den he CHASSSEEEEEEEE ME arnd taka. but he din dare do anything t me. haha. ya. back t jacket thing. i made him wear. haha. den he did. den he din wanna let me take foto at first. but i got it in the end. haha. yeahh. fanny and all had t leave. so was just gen beaver john and yours truly. sat downand watched gen eatt her pretzel. den we walked arnd. john go toilet longer den girl. tskk. haha. anw. gen went t meet her mum den we left.
john for home, beaver and i for moooovieeeee. hl and fanny wanted t come back t join us. but cldn't make it in time. so yeahh. we went t watch series of unfortunate events. it felt kinda short? i dunno why. even though it was nearly two hours. maybe there wasn't a pt of time that i was bored. yeah. quite nice. but predictable even though i din read the book. beaver and i agree that the boy is cutee((: haha. movie ended at 9+. den went home cos was wayyyyyyyy tooo tired. kae. i cannot remember the rest for now. so tata
wheeeeeeeeeee
x 10:46 PM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005 iloveyou* ;
[ h ] u a a a * united we stand, together we pon ((:
((: haha.
anw. i veh friendly todae. hahaha. i lazy t say. bye
x 5:51 PM
iloveyou* ;
hellooo. my entry din show. bahh. wadever. anyway. i was really happy yesterdae. and i smell rain.
i told lethea that her name will appear todae. so ohkae.
alethea goh cut queue from me todae. her sister waas predicting that she'll cut from me. hurr. den i walked back t class with her. she was telling me how she'll usually feel veh weird if she walk wif a person and they never talk. but wif me different. hurr. my nose was runniee todae. bahh.
ohkae. todaes veh boringggggggg. and miss wee is soooooooooooooooooo freaking on about cme that its freakyy. she was like so enthu. and the whole class was like dead. she made us do stupid things and she made me pardner her for demo. tskkk. del's hand still has GOOD LUCK del :) written on it. haha. i wrote it yesterdae. in pinnkkkk. haha. she din get booked. thank god. or she would have killed me. hurr. limsiewjoo came in all pmsyyy. wadeverrrr. den cme. after that was omgchem. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. boringboringboringg. den after that was ss. just as boring. meiyu fell asleep. i almost dieddd. there's history test tmr. WOW. ohkae. den it was erm......lets seee. oh pe. den recess. i waited millions of yrs for gen and al t appear. i was queueing for meepok. but they wre not out when it was my turn. so they din get t buyy. gen had t study so cldn't b bothered t buy food so she ask me leave some for her. i veh nice. left rou for her. and noodles. den i was still vehhhhh hungry. so i went t buy more food. den went back t cls. behbeh's lesson. her mood swinggggggg veh fast. tskk. den she tot she lost estelle's ws. den all of them gt really worried. after that was rap lesson. geog pple had rap wif elaine lim.HAHA. den del estelle and edif went t staff room to look for behh and that took up alot of time. hurr. beh finally found estelle's paper. den they went for elaine lims lesson. i went bac t class. talked t meiyu char and xinya. lalala. den dey acme back. pc lesson. boring boring boring. sch ended. went home. was freaking hottt. bahh. waited centuries for the bus. kae. wadever. veh boring. bye
x 4:41 PM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005 iloveyou* ;
hello hello. my zen micro is like gorgeous! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. whitewhitewhite.
i scrwed my emath test up. but i dun give a demnn. del missed it. squashh.
and sc wonnn. 5-0 ((: yayyy. del and gen playedd((: so proud of my two darlinggss((:
they are gonna play everytues.
hurr.
i cannot remember wad i wanted t say. so bye
x 7:46 PM
Monday, March 21, 2005 iloveyou* ;
[ h ] u a a a * have you ever tried t find the words but they dun come out right? says:
I LOVE YOU HONNNEYYYY
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
I LOVE YOU TOOOOOOOO HONEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
[ h ] u a a a * have you ever tried t find the words but they dun come out right? says:
dun miss me kaeee
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
GONNA DIE WITHOUT YOU
[ h ] u a a a * have you ever tried t find the words but they dun come out right? says:
awwww. wait for one more dae and i'll be back t youuu
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
OKAY
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
qb mus be very jealous
[ h ] u a a a * have you ever tried t find the words but they dun come out right? says:
hahahhaaaha
x 5:18 PM
iloveyou* ;
ohkae. how cool is this. tisha stays freaking near me. haha. we took the same mrt home den while walking out we talked. den i asked her where she was going. den she told me she stay there and pointed. den i was like. u stay heree? den she said yeahhh. and i was like. cool. me too. den talk talk talk. she stay at 822. i stay at 830. peiwen stays at. errrrrrrr. 846? i have no idea wad her block number is. the block nxt t mine la. yeahh. haha.
kae. todae's lessons were boring. but del and i just had this non stop laughing session since chinese. it was quite very bad during chinese. during emath i was just askin her t make me laff cos i felt like laffing. den she was like. i wanna laff toooooooo. den suddenly chinese. i have no idea wad we were talking about den we just started laughing all the way. at the silliest thing. oh man. i dun even know where t start. anyway. in our letter writing, she got injured at australia. she staying as smthwood hospital. her fren stay at 31lame street. i got injured in hk and i am admitted into tan hock beng hospital. hurr. and since her fren lives at lame street, i decided t live at 24paikah street. hurrr. kae. full of shit. tt was during 2nd period of english. which was 2nd last lesson. yeahh. anywayy. chinese. i think we started laffing cos of lao shi's hair. den later lao shi said smth. i dunno wad. i started laffing retardedly. den del laffed at me. den lao shi was like. xiao she me xiao. xiao dao jiang. den she also laff. TSK! we started talking about zen micro ipod and everything. somehow that got funny also. i bet the 3sy pple behind the both of us tot we were nutss. we seriously laughed non stop and we kept moving front and backk. hurr. kae. den shitt. we started drawing on each other's hands during behbeh's lesson. im a good girl. ihand up all my work. except chinese. hurr.wadever. ohkae. todaes funn. hope we'll laugh alot tmr as well. kae. bye
x 3:49 PM
Sunday, March 20, 2005 iloveyou* ;
hmmm. talked to some pple i haven't talked to for a long time. like tif, ziwei joshua...... yeahhh. tif was added to a conversation jer and i were having. ziwei talked to me all of a sudden after a million years. joshua. well. i just talked to him. i haven't talked t joshua for about a mth or two.
hmmms. am super surprised joshua like forgot about wad happened back then.
ohkae. qibin just asked me to help him check who doing duty with him. hurr. sheesh. i dun feel like blogging anymore. zhaoing. bye
x 11:26 PM
iloveyou* ;
hello hello. todae is so rubbish.
i haven't finished my homework. but well. i dun exactly care. the amt of work they give for a week can be the amt of work they can give a primary 6 kid for a year. haha. kae. maybe lesser. but still. haha.
lets nt talk about hmwk.
anw. my sis is HELPING me get zenmicro cos she thinks muvo not gd. she getting 4gb one though. getting white one. i have alot of white things. wadever. white fone white bag. white shoes. u noe zenmicro very sensitive. haii. oh well. be happyyy. kae. anw. i shall tell u more.
my sis is out wif edwin. they are at creative fest. and den just now. edwin helped my sister call me. my dad answered. edwin asked for huaqian. mind you. i was home. yes anyway. my dad was like huaqian's nt in. den i was behind my dad. iwas like I'M HOME LA! haaha. den edwin was like. ehh. you not home mehh? hurr. kae. wadever.
rewind back to this morning. talked t jer till 1+ den read mag. den went t sleep at 2+. woke up at 9+ t look for my bolster. den i found it nakedd!! haha. my mum took out the cover to wash. den cos without cover veh rough den i veh angry i cannot hug. den i went down and was like why u take my bolster cover t wash!!! den i went back up. on aircon used the other pillow t cover my eyes and slept again. den i dunno wad time. my mum came in and shouted " I BOUGHT BREAKFAST! smthsmthsmthsmth. i cannot remember." den i was like " i nt deaf. dun need t talk so loud!" den i fell back t sleep immediately. den i woke up at 12+. hurr.
i've got shit short essay to write. but i dunno how t write cos 300words is too little. kae. bahh. hungryyy.
qibin's at andrews house. they were at waffle town. he had ice cream waffle with fudge. BAHHH!! i haven't eaten there in ages. i dun like their screwed chairs. hurr. kae. wadever.
ohkae. time t get down t business. byeee
x 5:27 PM
iloveyou* ;
ohkayyy. i just finished all my heymath. YAYYYY!
i decided t just try my luck and pick any answer for a few questions of the last test.
and well.i only got one right. hohoho. first test i guessed 3 and got 2 right. haha.
anw. i failed the last test by one mark. zzzzzzzz. i did the last question. chicken feet. just requires abit of thinking.
ohkae. my amt of brain juice i have in me now is zero. used everything up. zzzzzzz
anw. i was really really high just now. while in the convo wif jer hl colin and once in a while, john. and den i suddenly went low. kae. wadever.
my convo wif del was really smellyy. cos del kept shiting! haha. geddit?
i tot it was funny. cos i was high. but well. del din. hurr.
cls tee's gonna b ready on 25th. yayyness. can't wait((:
i'm quite happy now cos ive finished my heymath. but ive got alot more work. cme essay shit it. i shall do it tmr. zzzzzzzzz. den theres the chinese bao zhang du hou gan. wad else? the rest dun need t hand up one. haha. at least i think so. my sister took my homework book. i feel lost without it. i hope she dun flip and read. i dunno wad i wrote there. but still. i dun wan her poking arnd my stuff. its annoying. yeahh.
ohkae. i dun feel like saying much now. other den i've been having weird weird dreams. haha. right jerr? haha. kae. wadever. i dun feel like typing.bye
x 12:46 AM
Saturday, March 19, 2005 iloveyou* ;
ohkae. i just submitted my answers for heymath. and i got like 33/50 argh. wad shit. well. at least i got the last question right after trying for 58945134876128536 hours. kae. maybe not that long. bout 20mins? yeahh. haha. but i got it rightt!!
ohkae. so i din come online yesterdae. was out the whole day. my mum woke me up at 9. ate, changed and off i went. went for appointment. nothing much just that i lost 2 kg and grew two cm from last week. well. i think would like to think yesterdae's one is the accurate one. haha. yeahh. anw. after appointment, went t suntec wif my mummyyy. and i tell u we spent like 7 hours there. at just the convention halls u know. thats highly amusing. haha. yeahh. kae. first we went for the food fair food festival food i dunno wad thing. nxt t it was some study in australia thing. haha. anyway. went there. tried alot of stuff. bought quite alot of stuff also. den while i was eating. i heard someone call me. guess whooo. kristall. hahaha yeahh. den walked arnd.
we decided t go for NATAS. did u noe u're suppose t pay 3 bucks? haha. and my mum and i just went in. suppose t get tickets downstairs and there were pple tearing tix before u go in. i saw everyone get stopped and all those pple at the side tearing smth. den when it was our turn i stood there waiting for them to do smth. they din do anything. so i went in. anw. i din noe we were suppose to pay till later dat nite. hahahaha. my mum read the papers and told me. yeahh. asked arnd. we're gonna go china in june. wif one of my kl aunties and my hong kong uncle. zzzzzzzzzz. dad's side. yeahh. den gt hell alot of rubbish. asked some companys on their packages. den left. den we went back to the food fair and got smth t drink. yeahh.
den we went down for shoe box sale. i saw these really adorable shoes but they din have my size. bahhh. kae. ah well. den we went nxt door to united colours, ralph lauren, polo sale. din get anything. everything was too old for me. mummy tried some clothes. but didn't get any. oh yes. shoe box shoes were quite ex. and u only get 50% off on ur 2nd pair. there were these 9.90 shoes. i tot they were ugly. there was one that was blue and apparently if u cut smth frm the newspaper u can get them at 99cents. this woman came and bought the last 2pairs at 99cents. she bought both. i dun understand why someone would need 2 pairs of the same shoes. bahh. weird. so wad if its 99cents. geez. kae. anyway. after we were done at the united colours etc sale, we went over the the best shoe sale ever. hush puppies and x:odus and another one. i dunno wad it was. but wadever. SHOES WERE SOLD AT DIRT CHEAP PRICES! omg. i've never seen x:odus shoes so cheap before. my mum and i bought 3 pairs only. bahhh. u noe a pair of shoes from 40+ down to 10bucks! how freaking cheap is that. and some from 40 to 25. there was this other one. only 5 bucks! and mind u. they're niceee. i bought a pair. but they look kinda old. but i like it. but my highly annoying sister decided to kope it and wear it. she can wear my stuff and i cant wear hers. wad logic is that. as in she dun have t ask me but i have t ask her. annoying. lets not talk about her. anyway. its so freaking cool la. so cheap lehhh. haha. den by the time were were done it was almost 8. called my dad. wanted him to pick us up. but he was alr home. so we just went back on our own. bought so many things that our arms nearly broke. got home and sat down for like forever.
haha. yeah. i missed out on abit of stuff but wrote alot alr. so yeah. anyway. did u all know that mr hong like freaking dedicated a song t 2pe. i was so arghhh. i called del and was like OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!! hahahaha. den i told her den i smsed jolynn and told her. hurr. apparently 2pe is the best class he ever taught. oh wadeverrr. haha. 'enjoy your holidays girls and remember to do ur work k?' bleahhhs
yesterdae was eudee's birthdae. din go for his party cos sha cldn't go and i wld feel really out of place if i went. moreover jesse was going. so yeah. u get the picture. and wel. i was out till so late. i had t cancel tuition. colin got muvo!!!! BAHH. he called t tell me that apparently its selling fast. bahh. told jie. dunno if shermay helped us buy yet. oh well. kae. byeee. veh long entry.
JERRR!!! COME BACK TO LIFE!
x 2:29 PM
Thursday, March 17, 2005 iloveyou* ;
hello hellooo((:
ahhh. i'm home. dying. had a nice day. i veh lazy t update. i telling jer wad happened. i feel like asking her t help me update. haha.
she dun wanna help me update. kae enjoy. some parts taken out for self protection. haha. and t protect jer too
[ h ] u a a a * wad did i do to deserve this says:
i shall tell u story now
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; honeyy! =( says:
haha okay
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; honeyy! =( says:
comecome
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kae
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i was suppose t meet gen at kallang mrt
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so i went
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waited shit long for her. and it was sooooooooooo hottt i almost died
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den she finally appeared
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den we went t cine met the rest
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den hl eat vehhhhhh slow. waited for her den waited for andrea also cos she was out wif her ndp frens.
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den drea came. jamie appeared frm i dunno where.
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den ya dunno wad we did.
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; honeyy! =( says:
haha oh short and sweet
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HAVENT FINISH LA
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tskk
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den erm. oh. bought my sweet. went up
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everything sOLD OUTTT
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bahh
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den hl called her fren. hl has zenmicro. i veh jealous
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but quite ugly. so nvm
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kae. den we waited for nothing
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went t lido
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OHHHHHHHHH
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smthsmthsmth
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omg
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omg
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yuckkkkkkkkk
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i was bitching about her smthsmthsmth
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; honeyy! =( says:
ahhahh
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like after i saw her
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i was like yuck
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; honeyy! =( says:
hahaha
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so gross
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shake smthsmth until like that
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i hate pple like her
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they are sooooooooooooo grosss
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yuck
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; honeyy! =( says:
like someone
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den gen was disgusted
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we saw someone too
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arghhh
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; honeyy! =( says:
pretty?
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i din look at her
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actually i dunno how i noe its her leh
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; honeyy! =( says:
..
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; honeyy! =( says:
tsk
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; honeyy! =( says:
ahaha
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anyway. i hate yucker
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yes. hate her
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shake smthsmth so much
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and i din noe her hair so long
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and she veh grosss
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i hate her
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yuckkkk
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went to lido. took cab. den andrea said she'll pay rightt. den errrrrr. hl was like shure gt enuff money?
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we were in the cab alr
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den andrea was like no money now den say abit late
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den i dunno who said no money wash cab lor
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pple wash plate we wash cab
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den hl was like. uncle wo men bang ni xi che hor
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den he was like hao wu dian
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den andrea was like wad wo men. u wash by urself la
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haha
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den went to lido
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; honeyy! =( says:
ahha so funny
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no shows also. so we just walked arnd
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we gonna buy paulfrank money
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as in the toy for hl
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; honeyy! =( says:
money?
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; honeyy! =( says:
monkey
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; honeyy! =( says:
haahha
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ya
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monkey
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hahhahaha
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; honeyy! =( says:
ppl use hell notes
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; honeyy! =( says:
you use paulfrank money
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ya
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dem
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u beat me t it
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oh
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bumped into herrandher
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herr always wear same thing
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black this bluethat
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; honeyy! =( says:
hahahha
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ohkae. den walk walk walk. went taka
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fanny left
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drea and i wanted to eat
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we pulled huiling and gen in
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huiling din eat
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left
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gen ate
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ate at crystal jade
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yeah
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den i left my magazines there
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!!!!
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i realised when i was at city hall
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den gen ask me go back and get
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so i went back
i dun feel like pasting the rest. so bye
x 6:55 PM
Wednesday, March 16, 2005 iloveyou* ;
bahh. tuition later. zzzzzzzzzzzz. dreading it. bahhh.
neighbour's renovating.bahh. was really noisy this morn. got woken up. slept arnd 2 this morn. i cldn't sleep so went t watch abit of incredibles. den i started falling asleep so stopped watching and went t sleep. woke up todae and continued. kae. i think the show's abit lame. ooooooooo. i haven't used the word lame in a long time. haha. yeah. back t the pt. i tot the show was abit shitty la. my pt of view. yeahh.
dumdeedumm. i have nothing much t say. bye
oh yes. colin and his dad veh on. they gonna go queue for muvo. so freaking cheap. 149. i cannot be bothered t go queue. i'm asking my sister t ask her fren who's working there to help me get. since i'm nt gonna queue, its gonna cost 299. bahhh. i wanna get zen mirco. i hope my sister decides t be nice and pay extra and help me get zenmicro. haha. ohkae. another unrealistic dream. hahaha.
ohkae. another thing. my dad cant tie hair. lousyyyy. i asked him t help me tie my hair yesterdae cos veh hot and my hands were oily(dinner u see) yeahh. den he cannot tie. omg. hahahaha. quite funny. den my sister helped me tie. hurr. ohkae.
life has daily horoscope now. i like it. even though i only believe for a few secs. hahaha. oh well. BYEEEEee
x 12:37 PM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005 iloveyou* ;
grrr. screw that jason guy. STOLE MY KORS HANDPHONEE! bahhh. if i know who he is and i see him, i'll just eat him up. bahhhh. bastard. stole my kors hp. wads more is that he's like my kor's god brother. wth la. screw himm. bahhh.
ohkae. i just tot of celular bananular phone. hurr. kae.
anw. everyone died on me yesterdae. grrrr. wadever.
anw. curry rice was FANNNNTASSSTICC! haha. suuupppppeeeerrrrrrr niceee. hahaha. yumyumyumm. i feel like eating it again. abit pricey though. 10bucks for a plate of rice. yeahh. but its soooooo nice. hmmmms. might be going out wif hl and fanny and whoever else is going on thursdae. haha. think i'll have tuition tmr. zzzzzzzzz. and maybe fridae morn.
dumdeedum. i woke up an hr ago. lalala. kae. this entry veh messy. byeeee
x 12:32 PM
Monday, March 14, 2005 iloveyou* ;
wanna lose weightt?
click here.
haha. i hope it works for you. haha. shld work la.
ohkae. i need t get someone t go out wif me t get hl and beaver their presents. shld i meet andrea on thurs? i'd be very extra cos i dunno her ndp pple. yeahh. haha.
sha got me my present alr((: wheeee.
shaaa. hope everythings better now. if u need to talk. just call me yeahh? loveya((:
think i noe wad t get for hl alr. hahaha. hope it wont cost too muchh.
pple. did u noe that if i dun like you and i noe u personally, i would totally ignore you and i wont talk to you? and if i like hate u to the core. example, n****e**e, i'd bitch about u right in your face. i think that person is like the only person i hate so much. yeahh. please stop assuming that i dun like you. omg. its annoying u noe. even more so when u tell pple u KNOW i dun like you. wth. please la. dun assume u know ohkae. grrrr. i dun hate u. i dun dislike you. i just dislike that fact that u assume. as if having my whole family assume that i din do or did smth is not enuff. arghhh.
ohkae. wadever. bye
x 5:37 PM
iloveyou* ;
i wanna go for simple plan concerttt!!! bahhh. hahaha. and i wan someone who likes em t go wif me. hahaha. den can high together. haha. wadever
i feel like pulling my throat outt. demmm painn. bahh.
hahaha.
i'm going out wif my sister and edwin later. gonna have jap curry ricee((: yayyy. haha. den we'll have tuition later. bahh. zzzzzz. bye
x 11:58 AM
Saturday, March 12, 2005 iloveyou* ;
lets DREAAAMMM an unrealistic dream
i wantt
this
this is fine toooo
ooooooo. this is good. i wantt.i like it in Satin Bronze. nice!
go here den roll t ixus den click on ixus i. it can take things close up. i need that.
lets have smth more realistic.
kae. i wan this top i saw at topshop yesterdae.i will get it if i look nice in it.
kae. i dunno wad other realistic stuff i want. haha. kae. i'm still feeling shit.
jers dead.
x 12:43 PM
iloveyou* ;
ohkae. yesterdae. night. wel.sucked. i. cried.
i felt like shitt.
i am like the meanest person on earth.
the blindest.
the stupidest.
i dunno how t treasure what i have.
i almost lost it
i hate myself.
i wanna kill myself.
i'm a big asshole.
jeraldine is dead.
i need to talk t her.
i wanna kill myself.
12hrs ago. i was still awake. messaging. slept at 2+
i'm feeling like shit now la. crappp
i really wanna kill myself. so i dun have to think about anything anymore. i dunt have to worry bout anything anymore. i dunt have t feel anything anymore.
argh. bye
michkong'sbirthdaetodae. wishedherlastnite. sheduzzenknowihaveablog. soimnotgonnabother. iminabadmood.
x 12:31 PM
Friday, March 11, 2005 iloveyou* ;
ohkae. so i din noe we had t hand up our english essay todae. so i was attempting to do during lit. but cos i always feel guilty for doing work in class. i didn't really do it. was listening to ms oh. yeahh. i answered question early so i gt to sit down did abit listened. den del came back. den she pointed to my essay. pointed to her invisible watch. den i was like SHUT UP! den she was like. i din even say a thing and u asked me t shut up. wad is this man. den along came estelle. i told her wad happened. den she was like YA! EXACTLY! SHUT UP! hahaha.
kae. den pe. we all ran away frm the thing. used hp t time the pple doing 4x100. hurr. welll. we can Fast forward tt part cos it wasn't really nice. actually. i cannot really remember wad happened anymore. i shall blog again if there are funny things.
ohhh. yes. i just remembered one. we were told to write our one of our parent's hp number i wrote my dad's one and nxt to it i wrote daddy without realising. den i was like. ehhh. why i write daddy. everyone else wrote dad. hohoho. hurr. kae. (SHUT UP!) bye
i dun like nirum
x 7:09 PM
iloveyou* ;
ohkae. i am happyyy((: nono. correction. i was happy. in the morning that is. hahaha. jer knows whyyyy((:
isawisawisaww!!!wheeeeeeeeeeee. hahaha
kinda sad smth abt it is screwed. i feel bad using the word it. cos it's not an it? geddit? nvm if u dunt.
i have yet t complain t dell. i love del u know. i really love del alott(: shes this other person i can talk to.
my honey's online((: i miss her so much u noee! hurr. yeahh. sch hols are finally here. i'm a good girl. i finished my biscuit work before i left school. i sat alone to do my work. i never so loner before leh. haha.but if i had someone wif me i wouldn't have been able t finish. talked to jolynn for a while todae. fridaes suppose t b our popiah dayy. hurr. but cos dellllll has training. it just went off. bahh.
dels nice. she helped me massage todae. shes such a dearie. i love herr. only thing is that she never link me. so its hard t go to my blog from hers. bahh. i need to meet someone who can pass me printed heymath amath assignment. bahh.
i'm gonna cut my hair tmr. i hope. went out wif my mummyy todae. oh yess. mr hong bought the cake!!!!! HAHAHA. cool. but veh lil pple turned up. was quite nice. ermsh. wad else. jer just said i veh smart and suddenly i got alot to sayy. kae. hope ms heng approves the shirt. its like the cooooolest thing on earth. we'll be the coolest class ever man. coolest i'll ever have at least. they wanted to try sizes of shirt during break. den i was like why dun we try during emath. AHHHH! thats the way. and all of them were like. omg. huaqian. so smarrttt. esp estelle. hurr. that felt good. estelle either gt really dumb todae or i'm really smart todae. i hope its the 2nd one. we( del estelle and i ) were copying elaine's work (SHUT UP!) and den del and i were on 2nd page. den estelle came. den she was like. can u all wait for me?!LET ME DO THE FRONT! den i was like. why dun u copy the 2nd page first? and there she was calling del stupid and all. haha. now we know who's the stupid one. hurr. den anyway. she was like. oh ya ah! u're so smartt! haha. that felt good. shit. i suddenly have alot of things t talk about. haha. nvm. i shall type it in another entry
x 6:29 PM
Thursday, March 10, 2005 iloveyou* ;
ohkae. like how fucked up can things get? i like have a freaking amath test on my birthdae. and a chinese test the day before which happens t be someones birthdae. ahemahemdesmondahemahem. yeahh. haii. kae. like that isn't shit enough. my birthdae this yr falls on a tuesdae. and that means i have t stay back for the shittiest thing on earth. and if that isn't enough reasons. my dearest honneeyyy who seems like the only one that gives a fuck about my birthdae aint here t spend it wif me. birthdae this yr is just gonna be fucked up la. bitter sixteen.
there are like no hols in april. WOW. and we have like hell alot of tests. den theres sports dae. kae. maybe sports day aint that bad. but well. its shitty la. kae wadever. i dunno wads wrong with me la. everyones getting excited about their birthdae. esp huiling. i'm excited for her too. but thinking about how fun hers will be and how fucked up mine will be just spoils the whole thing. the dae after her bdae is like a public holidae. lucky girll.
i was excited about my birthdae for two seconds while talking to beaver den poof. beavers one week older den me. lalala. kae. wadever. screw birthdaes.
hhab .eadhtrib a deyojne i ecnis emit gnol a neeb
x 4:41 PM
iloveyou* ;
hello. hellooo(: ohkae. everything looks small to me now. its kinda irritating. and when i visit jer's blog. all the words are like smaller den ants. bahh.
i wanna eat chocolateee!! my mumm's fren is here. zzzzz. i'm bored. i din go for the sports heats thing. they din take attendence last week so couldn't b bothered. and cailing wasn't going either. so lalala. i just came homee. hope they did ohkaeee. del got 4x400 todae. shes running wif edif tania and elaine((: estelles doing 1500 i think? izzit tdae? nt shure. lalala.
kae. took mrt t sch this morn. den i saw this guy who looked alot alot like colin. just that the guy i saw was taller and much fatter. i was staring at him the whole time cos he seriously looked alot like colin. i was highly amused. haha. i was super tempted to walk infront of him and take a foto of him. but well. cannot la. haha. got to school. lalala. sch was shitt. amath. zzzzzz. den was lit. ms oh was saying smth abt todae the first time she see me nt using my hand t support my head. hahaha. wth. i dun always do that lor. unless i'm like really tired or bored or smth. yeahh. well. now we know. teachers have no life. ms oh was telling us that teachers have no life. she said that since she became substitute teacher she beacame very no life also. like everydae. go home mark work. plan for lesson. weekends plan for following weeks lesson. hurr. oh welll. kae. we had a 20min break. kae. maybe 15. den we had the shittiest lesson ever. DOUBLE PERIOD OF CHEM. and mind you. it was THEORY! omg. cld have died. she tried t be fun. mission failed. hohoho. we were waiting for her at the gallery and del was like saying. u noe i dun mind having our lessons here? quite cooling. yeahh. in fact its better den that wadever room we're using. so smellyy. oh. maths room. yeahh. den was recess. when gen and robyn finally came down, i had already finished my food. was eating wif del first. den joined them later. huilings handwriting cmi man. hahaha. i helped her write a few words for her si han. kae. den was ESS. errrr. was ohkae la. ms tan helped me answer the question she asked me. haha. emath was boring. as usual. stayed t help beaver do her work. den walked out wif her and charmaine. came home ate. came online.
my honnneeyyy aint online. bahh. i'm bored. i'm gonna play. BYEE
narayan's wife's name is rajam or smth liddat. hurr. tata
x 4:12 PM
Wednesday, March 09, 2005 iloveyou* ;
alritee. tagboard nt working. its highly annoying. grrr.
skipped the tea thing cos i've got mc.
cramps were on and off todae. but werent that badd.
jerrr! i took the later bus todae and i din see $^dd#s!^@#
haha. kae. went t school todae.
boring boring boringgg.
thank god i din go yesterdae. the amath test was a killer.
onli 3 pple passed. charm got highest.
oh yes. edif beaver charmaine and vtay ponned tdae.
limsiewjoo was like whao. all gang up and dun come sch! bleahhs.
emath was boring as usual. i have no idea wad the 2nd lesson was. i just dreamed the whole dae.
oh. english. no wonder i cannot remember. so insignificant. so boring. omg. english is like the most boring lesson. juliewee. zzzzzz. i just stoned right tru. read dels ageing thing den stoned stoned stoned. den ermshh. amath. beh was moodswining. den historyy. was dreading it. it was quite ohkae. really boringg. sourcebase. zzzzzz
kae. den recess. gen and robyn came really late cos they had chemprac. so was just huiling heemwei and meee. yeahh. den they came and we waited for them. we were last t leave the canteen. hohoho. haha. yeahh. den cheena talenttime. sat wif them((: was really shittyy. i had goosebumps when i heard the first grp sing. eeeks. ask robyn. hurr. 4sy's was really good. wei's class got 2nd!! wei performedd!! wHEeeEeeEE!!! haha. i thot laura's class one was gd.
kae. now i noe wad helicopter thing mels talking about. hurr. their class performed too. hmmms. kae. whole thing ended at 2. ended wif sch cheer. as usuall. but somehow this yrs one veh lively. hurr. and was in the amphi so was reeeeaaalllyyy loudd. hohoho. went back t class. packed and left. yenxi was being naughtyy. she ponn!! haha. she left wif me. yeahh.
saw this reallllyyy weird woman on the bus. eeeeks. took a pic of her wif my fone. i shall find a way t transfer the pics into my com. ah hahaha. yeahh.
jehlerdin! ni zai narrrr? haha. i veh bored la. come back to life.
tata
x 4:48 PM
Tuesday, March 08, 2005 iloveyou* ;
SCREW CRAMPS! screw cramps screw cramps screeewwwww crampppss!!
arghhh. din go to school todae cos was having cramps. it wasn't really badd. but i dunno why i started puking after eating. i puked everyyyything out. puked like more than 10 times in one morning. i could have died.
stomach cramps affected my leg. it was like shit painful. i had t ask my mum to help me massage. oh mann. todaes just baddd. i'm still cramping. arghhh. painnn!
never puked so much in my life. i think i'm dying. puked on sundae and puked again sooooo much todaeee. yuckkk. kae. this is really sickk. i shall stopp.
kae. i din go t school so i missed amath and lit testt. and chinese talenttime and chinese opera mask shit. they're stil in sch makin some mask. hohoho. i'm gonna skip the tea thing tmr. i've gt mc for 2 days. the entry seems really messy. oh well.
wonder how talenttime was. hope they were not THATT bad. have a feeling it was quite bad since they onli started practising yesterdae durin recess.
omg. im feeling like shittt. this isn't good. nono. i feel like killing myself.
screw cramps screw cramps screewwww cramps!
x 4:33 PM
Monday, March 07, 2005 iloveyou* ;
hello hello.
lets start frm last nite.
i had headache. din wanna eat.
but still ate. felt like i was filled wif too much water.
felt like puking.
puked.
den went t sleep.
woke up at 3+ so decided t read my messages.
gt one from jesse.
hmmms. gt me thinking.
from 3-5.
grrrr.
but well. nvm.
i sent 5 msgs.
and AHEM. gOT NONE BACKK. tskkk
omg. i got SUUPPPERRRR angry and sad midway my trip t sch.
ahhhhhh.
jer knows whyy. hurr.
jerrr!!!!! i veh saddd!!! 3mths lehhh!!! omgggg. i vehhh sadddd. hurrr.
kae. they did 10roundrace.
beaver puked =del was quite fastt.
yenxi fastest.
i'm quite shure @^%#!$ din run that fast.
kae. wadelse? aiya. lessons were boring. assembly was boring.
OHHH! FLAG RAISING! omg hell funnyyy.
cos the tape spoil
so ms heng wanted us t sing wif pri sch. den she sang into the mic.
and she cant sing. so we started laffing.
she was really nice.
laffed wif us.
hurr. omg. cld haf died.
i was like beaver. i'm dying.
den charmaine was behind saying. omg. i'm gonna die laffing. hurr
that was how bad it was.
kae. lets talk about recess. gen saw me.
den she was like.
omg. i cannot look at u.
i think of ys
i cannot look at u.
omg. iveh sad lor.
GENNN!!! i wanna cryyy.
hahaha.
i remind her of ys den she dun wanna look at me.
bahhh.
all yousian's fault. hurr.
den b4 i left t go back t cls. huiling was like.
gen. look somemore look somemore. den gen used my file t cover her face.
hurr.
kae. after recess.
del was reeeaalllll mooodyy.
cos she din wanna go for heats.
anw. she din go in the end. TSK! all thanks t me.
she made me wait really long for her.
i almost wanted t chop her up.
and cook her tmr. hurr
she was nice. she waited for my light t turn red and i cross first den she wait for hers.
geddit?
nvm. del's nice
i love dell((:
meepok nt open todae.
booo
came home. ate. tuition.
boring.
2 tests tmr.
cheena talenttime tmr.
chinese opera mask making crapp till 5 tmr.
bahhh.
how shittyy.
my honeyyyy left me for sims. grrrr.
bye
x 6:49 PM
Sunday, March 06, 2005 iloveyou* ;
heyyyy. kae. todae veh rubbishhh.
[ h ] u a a a * i'm involved in a secret and thrilling love affair. wif who? my hooonnnneeeyyyy says:
the royal pple?
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
yea
[ h ] u a a a * i'm involved in a secret and thrilling love affair. wif who? my hooonnnneeeyyyy says:
ohhh
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
the mary and dunno who
[ h ] u a a a * i'm involved in a secret and thrilling love affair. wif who? my hooonnnneeeyyyy says:
maryy
[ h ] u a a a * i'm involved in a secret and thrilling love affair. wif who? my hooonnnneeeyyyy says:
gt lamb nt?
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
...hair la.
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
what happened honey?
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
anything wrong?
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
omg i sound so real hor
[ h ] u a a a * i'm involved in a secret and thrilling love affair. wif who? my hooonnnneeeyyyy says:
haha
[ h ] u a a a * i'm involved in a secret and thrilling love affair. wif who? my hooonnnneeeyyyy says:
no
[ h ] u a a a * i'm involved in a secret and thrilling love affair. wif who? my hooonnnneeeyyyy says:
why u ask wad happened?
[ h ] u a a a * i'm involved in a secret and thrilling love affair. wif who? my hooonnnneeeyyyy says:
nutting ma
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
u v lamd
[ h ] u a a a * i'm involved in a secret and thrilling love affair. wif who? my hooonnnneeeyyyy says:
hurr
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
b
[ h ] u a a a * i'm involved in a secret and thrilling love affair. wif who? my hooonnnneeeyyyy says:
i very lamb?
[ h ] u a a a * i'm involved in a secret and thrilling love affair. wif who? my hooonnnneeeyyyy says:
i not lambb
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
ahah
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
abit
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
wait ah
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
what did you eat today
[ h ] u a a a * i'm involved in a secret and thrilling love affair. wif who? my hooonnnneeeyyyy says:
i not lambbb
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
okay not lamb not lamb
hurr. look at my nickk((: haha. my horoscope in lifestyle says i have a secret and thrilling love affair. hurr.
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
den i come home to you
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
honey
haha. we veh les. hurr. tata
here comes moree
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
i go eat first ah
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
you dont sian
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
charlotte replace me
my one and only niang. life can only be beautiful with you in it.`//chevrogramuspsied jeraldine; says:
but cannot call her honey
x 4:22 PM
Saturday, March 05, 2005 iloveyou* ;
hello thereee. todae was fun fun fun. well. other than the WAITING partt. everything else was gdd.
i reached at 1. i took a cab cos i tot i was gonna b late. i ended up waiting half an hr for gen.zzzzzzzzzz. yeahh. anywayy. met gen at arnd 140. kae. 40 mins act. kae. we were walking towards cine. and den gen was like OMG! den i look arnd. den i know wad she was omg-ing abt. ys. hurr. den he was looking at our direction. he turned to look twice. and apparently. he din see us. how very blinddd. tskk. gen and i were HIGHLY amused. haha. gen was HIGHLY amused by the way i used highly amused. hurr. den she started highly everything. nvm. haha. kae. anw. we saw ys. den we turned arnd. den i was on the fone wif huilingg. den later we crossed. den ermshhhhhhhhhhh. oh. ys and all cross alr. but they onli started walking towards cine when we started. they din see us la. ya. den they all gathered at cheers. gen and i were walking near rocky masters. den we went t get tix. there were nooooooooooo tix for 2+ show and 330 show. so we had t get 440 one. hurr. hl came. san came. so we went t yoshi and watched gen eat. after that went t heeren and got huilings belt. den we saw rosalind pho. wadeverr. ya. she veh ugly real lifee. like superr. ya. den ermshh. we cldn't decide on where t go. gen wanted pacific but san and huiling din really wan. i din mind. but was kinda tired la. ya. den gen got kinda pissed den she walked off. den she walk suuuupppppeeerrrr fastt. den we had to walkkk like super fast to catch up. den i walked wif her while the other 2 walked slowly. got to pacific plaza. was walking wif gen the whole time while the other 2 just went to whereever they wantedd. den gen got and XL shirtt. how cool la. hahahaha.
kaee. den ermshhh. we went to scotts. i wanted t get sunglasses but well. no nice ones =(( booo. yeahh. den walked backk to heeren. hl and san went to wait for john. i went to the toilet wif genn. den went downn. den met them. walked over. were shit late. missed the front partt. bahhh. oh yess. huiling was trying t make me sit wif john the wholee time. den i realised her plot so i told gen while walking to our seatss. so well. san ended up nxt t him. hurr. hl veh noisyy. i was muchh better. kaee. after that i dunno wad we did. i din realise that john was behind us. and neither did i realise that hl and san were so near us. hurr. tot they'd b walkin really slowlyy.hl and john went t heeren t spend quality time together. hurr. san gen and i walked to paragon for coffeeclubbbb((: sat down. ordered. hl came. den when we were abt t finish, beaver came. she din realise that i wasn't wearing glasses till we were leaving paragon. she din even realise when we were at the quiksilvershop. ya. gen wanted to go alr. so left wif her. dumdeedummm.i veh gen todae. hurr. everything was wif herr.
kaee. long entryy. bye
x 9:44 PM
iloveyou* ;
kae. i think my com is screwed. internets screwedd. arghhh. pple like blogged a few days back but everytime i checked, it duzzen show. bahhh. till todae. den i got alot t readd. hoho. could only read blogspot and diary-x. hmmms. at least i cld read jer's.
dumdeedumm. had prata this mornn. yuummmmmm. hahaha. going out wif the girls soon. gen san huiling. i dunno who else is going. lalala.
had a horrible horrible night. i kept waking up in the middle of the night. kept dreaming. after each dream, i'd wake up. and all the dreams were similar. felt as though i didn't even sleep. i dunno if i actually fell asleep or if i was just thinking wif my eyes closed. i'm like soooooooooooooo sleeepy noww. sighh.
all the tagboards are having problems now. bahh.
my sister went t dye her hair. i'm going for a hair cut nxt week. yayyeee.
i dread school.
i dread mondae.
bahhh.
bye
x 11:39 AM
Friday, March 04, 2005 iloveyou* ;
haha. i'm anticipating my cup noodles((: i feel like sleeping.
veh bored. i'm going heymath to relearn log. my log is like gone case. gonna have tuition later. oh nooooo!! i shall study log den have lunchh den go sleep. and gain some weight. haha. cant wait for tmrrr((: going out out out. at least i hope its still on. dumdeedummm. i have been having cravings for jap curry ricee. mite go have some on sundaee. see if my parents wann.. lalala.
I am Cow
Hear me moo
I weigh twice as much as you
And I look good on the barbeque
Yogurt, curd, cream cheese, and butter's
Made from liquid from my udders
I am cow,
I am cow, hear me moo!
I am cow, eating grass
Methane gas comes out my ass
And out my muzzle when I belch
Oh the ozone layer is thinner
From the outcome of my dinner
I am cow,
I am cow, I've got gas.
I am cow, here I stand
Far and wide upon this land
And I am living everywhere
From B.C. to Newfoundland
You can squeeze my tits by hand
I am cow, I am cow, I am cow,
I am cow, I am cow, I am cooooooooow!
haha. dellll. thanks for the song. haha
x 12:19 PM
iloveyou* ;
oh mann. they're coming back from obs todae. i haven't finished enjoying myselff!! bahhhh.
ohkae. talenttime is like nxt tuesdae?! with amath and lit test. omg. i dun think they started doing ANYTHING about stoooopid chinese talenttime. but well. i dun careee. hahaha.
kaee. i was really really realllly pissed off last nite. i cried. i sat in front of the tv and started crying cos i cldn't take it anymore. see right. my parents and sister were watching some cantonese show that i dun watch. so i went up to my room did my work. or rather i tried to but dunno how t do. yeahh. den at 11, when the show ended, i went down. and my sis started criticising me indirectly. wth la. i felt like slapping her so badly. she was saying if a person wans t work but is the nuanua= like jelly. very sian all the time then no one will employ the person. she say she the boss also wont. and she is always. ALWAYS saying tt i very nua. and she kept saying the same ting over and over again and she kept staring at me. if u were me, wont u think that she was talkin about me? well. i din bother. i WATCH MY TV! den my mum had t scold me cos mosquitoes bite me. WTF! wow i so want the mosquitoes to bite me man. den i din say anything. and they were like. why so xiao qi. why get angry. wth. i just din talk. i din wanna talk back and they said i very petty. wth la. den i just continued to keep quiet cos all i wanted t do was WATCH TV! den my sister was like. why liddat. i din even say i talking about u. wow. there she is. she just proved that she was so talking about me. so i cldn't take it anymore. talked backk. and arghhh. so annoyed. den my sister went up. den i sat infront of the tv and started crying. din stop. went up and continued t cry. den cried myself to sleep. vent my angry on paper. as usuall. zzzzzzzzz.
jer. u gotta help mee. quickk! haha.
eiwnadtnian forever.
i'm happy jbfuersirtnngs
i'm osryr
x 9:54 AM
Thursday, March 03, 2005 iloveyou* ;
omg. i very sad now. my camera went kukooo. its totally spoilt right nowww.my birthdae coming in a monthh. who wanna give me new digi camera?
anywayy. i wanted to take a pic of my wrist to show jer. den i realised my cam died. =(
i gt cut on my wrist. i cut.
anyway. i went suntec wif my mumm. den bought bedsheetss(((: its PINK!!!! haha. yeahh. den went for the career thinggg. den saw alot of students. saw alot of monks hill one. den i msged sha. asked her where she was den some ass made me do some surveyy. den i did. sha called. den we were so near yet so farr. hahaha. kaee. wadever. that sounds wrongg. kaee. anyway. she was wif tjiesiew. they were not spared frm the survey either. haha. the guy quite nice. he help me hold the board. hurr. ya. den met sha walked arnd wif her for a while. den later tjie siew wanted to go shopping so sha and i followed. den met tingyun john and a girl called carol at ebase. den walked arnd. sha john and i got bored. sha and i wanted to go somewhere else t walk den asked john along but he din feel good. cos he was helping the girls carry their stuff. so if he follow us he gotta leave their stuff there so he din feel good. so sha and i left. and he just appeared frm no where aft that. den we just walked arnd. walk walk walk walkwalk walk walkwalkwalk. den went coffee bean cos he wanted a drink so yeahh. wentt sat down talk. den we were waiting for the 3 to lookfor us but they went back first. so we went back also. den john was walking sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo quickly sha and i almost diedd. hurr. ya. den ermsh....walked backk. my mum saw mi. she called me. den sha waved to my mum. den we were near the escalators den sha was like HUA! DESMOND! den i was like omg. shit. where? den john also AY! DESMOND! den iwas like crap shit shit shit. den i hid behind the pillar den cos sha had to go report to her tau huay tcher so i had to move. den i was asking she to block me. omg. dem scaryyy. very scared t bump into him. thank god i didn't. PHEW! hurr. ya. went up. she reported. john came up too den we went down. how lame. yeahh. den sha left wif gillian den i was talking to huiling. den met my mummy den leftt. yeahh. mummy bought a shirtt. quite nice. i can wear also((: kae. byeee
x 6:17 PM
iloveyou* ;
hmmms. might b going out wif my mummy later. she said that she wanna go out. gonna get some new bedsheetsss((: yayy. haha. omg. i veh tired. zzzzzzzzz.
yesterdae.............. i have no idea wad i did. OH! I WENT OUT WIF MY MUM. haha. in the morn onli. got ysl's lip marker, eyeshadow, nailpolish. haahha((:
i love jerr!!! i seriously thank god for her. can tell her EVERYTHING. and she noes how sucky it feels. haii. i just need a solution to the problem. i have a solution in mind. but well. its kinda wrong? i dunnoooooooooooooooo.
well. i mite update again later. bye for now
x 10:46 AM
Tuesday, March 01, 2005 iloveyou* ;
ayeeee. i hope my daddyy lets me get contacts permanently. really really hope so. den i can get tonnes and tonness of sunglassesss!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hahahahahaha.
lalalalala. very hotttttttttttttttt!!! why neh rain todae? grrrr.
did u know that everytime i start a new paragraph, i'm talking about a different thing/person? yeahh. so dun put all of them together. haha. kae. my english veh cockyy todae.
jer is talking like meee. i never knew she uses highly amused. i haven't used it for quite a while i think. i dunno. hurr. well. i know i haven't used hurr for quite a while and it came back a few dayss back.
oh yess. u noe. i bought jellllyyy yesterdae and i got really really really happy. like the ones sold in sch. the fruity one. one stick one. haha. yeahh. somehow mine wont feeze like the aunty's one. :( booo. i put it in the freezer but no use lehh. bahh. haha. but nehmind. i'm still happy wif it((: haha. my mum was like = heh.. and i've been asking my parents for sweet alot lately. i'm becomin a lil kiddd!! baaahhhh.
kae.bye.
SUNGLASSESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
x 5:13 PM
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